This is just some stupid story time shits I want to share, you don’t care that’s fine, you can sit down crisscross apple sauce and read otherwise. After the evening church at Redlands was dismissed my sister wanted to gets some “Crepes” to enjoy before going home, my mom parked at the residence of the city and walked through the street without the crosswalk. Just for a quick moment I go to church every evening at San Bernardino, the trouble we had is that it’s all Spanish and they do translate through headphones they give us but they either not show up, or come late. So we had to go to the church at Redlands. Now back on topic, as we ate and stand around at the streets in the city, I see “happy” couples and friends laughing and hanging around. I do also have friends at school but I’m transferred to another city which takes nearly 20 minutes to make it, but they just talk shit about my size, hair and overall just everything. As I see happy relationships walk by, I realize that groups of people taking, laughing and having a great time makes me realize that I WILL die alone. Having friends that talk shit and living in a another city made me realize I have no one that’ll be there for me, nor I can reach out. I got all moody, jealous and sad from that realization. I can’t. (Crappy experience from me is either confusing or boring, it’s just me stfu)